Earlier, i knew how being crazy feels like. I don't know what to do, my mind and my heart don't match each others decision.

"I know I'm not alone but I feel lonely", this statement made me feel how hard life can be. I tried my best to be the better man but somethings are not just made to fit each other. You can't be the person you aint to be. But i will and still try even if trying leads to nothing.

It is my first time to perceive this kind of feeling. An affecting state of consciousness that leads my emotion to wilderness. When she's feeling lonely, I wanted to be there, sit beside her and give her that hug so tight but the situation doesn't seem to agree. Distance is killing me in someway but it does teach me how to be more matured and appreciate the person's worth.

One more day to go and it would be our tough second month. Challenges are always right next to both of us and I'm grateful to it because if without these stimulating situations, I would not be able to change my old damn condition of being a person.

I love this person though she lacks in height, she definitely brings me into life. I already said many things but if i would to describe her love, words would not be enough, for when the heart is full, the mouth is speechless!